Hey there everyone, Before I begin what will probably be a very long post I'd like to say something. For those of you who have no interest in me or what happened, don't bother reading through. If you do however, please take the time to carefully read it till the end. As you may or may not have heard I recentlly resigned as a head-moderator on beast, a place I have now gotten to call home. Because of how important I find this post I first had a good night sleep before writing this, just so I wouldn't be writing anything I didn't mean because of an emotional influence. At first I wanted to leave all this behind and quit here on beastfactions, because you may or may not believe it, but it's hard to look at what you have accomplished and know you won't be able to accomplish any further. However I chose to stay, the work and effort I put in here is something I'm proud of, and I don't want to turn my back on it and leave it all behind. It would feel as if it was all for nothing. I must say that it feels a little odd not being a member of the staff team anymore, trying to bring joy into all of your daily lives, because really, that's everything it was to me. I didn't become a member of staff so I could punish all those who have done wrong, as much as it's part of the job, I don't like it, no one in the team really does. I had a goal to make this community as joyful and fun for everyone as it can be. I don't think I succeeded in my goal, but I am sure I was on the right way. Some of you know I have gone through some very tough situations in the past, some of them only recently. I haven't let those situations bring me down, I have let them be a guide. A guide that caused me to put a piece of my heart and soul into this community, no one can argue with me about that. Because all of this you may wonder why it is then I resigned, after all, it's a job I loved from the deepest depths of my heart. My resignation came due to a recent event that has brought me into a shady daylight. This has caused trusting issues between me and the fellow members of staff. I thereby chose it'd be the best for me to leave the team, even if it's a hard choice for me to make. Now we could argue about whether or not something shady did happen, but arguing never benefits everyone. After all it's a part of the past, however I do stand here with a clear concious. I don't blame anyone for thinking it did happen, as I have to admit it seems rather suspicious. I'm writing this not to say that it's wrong of them to think otherwise, I'm merely writing this because I want to thank all of those who have appreciated the hard work and effort I put into making beastfactions a better place. It's been a wonderful experience finding out that I did make some of your lives a tad brighter. Thank you so much for reading this all the way through the end and I feel bad it had to end this way. I'm sorry if I made you feel as if you wasted your time reading this post. Best wishes, much love and I'll see you around. Sam, Pulse
The days of you being staff are in the past, the past was a good long road but everything comes to an end and it's meant that way. I am proud to say this but I am one of those people who you made the day brighter for and someday way better then real life. I play on this server because it lets me get away from the real life and lets me be relax. I am for one glad that I met you and I am very sad that the events that happened, happened. However I am very glad that you chose to stay and not quit for ever.